Was just about to go to sleep when it really hit me...that
Buffy's ending soon and what that means.
OH MY GOD!!
I've known this was coming since like, forever, but it's still weird to think that this is really it.
I mean, my rational side does know that it's the right time for the show to end, but then there's that nagging voice of my inner fangirl that's a little teensy bit dismayed about all of this.
WHAT ABOUT MY WEBSITE?! Am I...not going to have a website after May 20, 2003? And if I do, can it/will it be about the same thing? Could I possibly make or want to make a website about something else? I don't think there's anything else I've invested as much total time in or know the most about, in terms of website topics. But I can't imagine NOT having a website, either. What do I do?! *adopts a melodramatic, corny tone of voice* What does one do when one's primary field of expertise gets plowed? (hehe)
(though I have been a little out-of-the-loopy about what's happening/going to happen on the show recently because I've been entirely trying my best to avoid spoilers)
*somewhat despairingly* What do I doooooo? I guess...assuming
Angel stays on, my site can still be about that... *sigh* Which is a shame b/c between the 2 shows, I've always been fonder of
Buffy and right now the
Angel characters are being kind of annoying anyway (though I am happy about getting the Season 1 DVDs, because THAT was an excellent season).
Anyway. I still can't help feeling like I'm boring all of you with my babbling, so I'm gonna go to bed now. Again, have a great weekend, everyone.
